You know there are days where you think how can life get any worse and then it does. I was having pain in my lower abdomen for most of the month of November then all of a sudden my back starts hurting really bad on November 20th a week before Thanksgiving of all things. I end up in the e.r. on the 23rd and from then on walking,moving and sitting is just miserable.
I know I have M.S. which is crappy and I also have fibromyalgia on top of that. I have never hurt so bad in my life as I have this past month. Today I actually got dressed and did my makeup so I feel kind of good but as the day has gone on I am feeling more and more crappy.
I got the shot Lupron which is a medicine that slows the estrogen in the body and will shut down my one and only ovary to see if that is causing my pelvic pain and possibly my back pain. I guess I will have to see how it goes, so far it has been less than a week and no change yet.
I have been so depressed these last few months. I have just been feeling sorry for myself and I am stressed by the fact that I can't take care of my family the way I should. My honey has been so great but has also been hard to deal with sometimes because he wants sex and I don't .
I hope sooner than later I will be better.
