M.S Another Day of Tingling and Coughing

      Today is another day full of tingling sensations. I have them in my arms and legs. The weird thing is when your body feels like it wants to jump on its own. I try to keep control of it but sometimes it can be hard. I also have not gotten over the cough that I have had for almost a month and now when I cough really hard I get light headed. 


I have been getting sleepy by afternoon and I try not to take a nap. On Saturday night I had a muscle spasm in my back and it was painful. It took muscle relaxers,tylenol and ibuprofin. I was so tired  on Sunday I could barely wake up but thankfully I have a great fiance that got up and made breakfast for our kids. I am very thankful that he was there for me the night before and that fallowing morning. When I had my spasm on Saturday night he was there and was rubbing my back and helping me stretch since he has issues with back spasms. I will write again shortly.

Suffering Not so Silently

   Now that I know that I have M.S. I have a harder time keeping quiet about the disease. I always think that if something is wrong it has to do with the M.S. diagnosis. I have the shakes a lot as time seems to go on and my brain does not want to work anymore. I can never think about what I want to say it just won't come out of my mouth. It has gotten to the point where when I talk I have to think so hard about the words that I am trying to say and by the time it does come out someone has already said it for me. I am so sorry for the people who are way worse off than me.