Energy I Miss You

I had a issue yesterday with my fiance because I wanted to take a nap. Being that I have Fibromyalgia I get really tired at times and I don't even have to really do anything the rush of tiredness just comes on all of a sudden and all I want to do is sleep. My eyes get so heavy that I have such a hard time keeping them open. I wish that I wouldn't get so tired because I have two children and I hate being so tired around them. 

The tiredness feeling that I get is unlike any other. I have never been so tired in all of my life as I get now. All my body wants to do is sleep and then I get in a fight with my fiance because I want to take a nap but he wants me to help with his websites. Even if I try to stay awake I can't think about anything else. I hope to start working out soon and maybe I will get some of my energy back. My weight has gotten so bad that I know I need to loose weight and that will help with all my health issues.

If You Are Worried See Your Doctor

If you are having unexplained pains make sure to go to the doctor. Even if you have been to your doctor several times over a month who cares. If you are truly hurting then get it checked out don't just suffer in silence. I have times where I don't want to go to the doctor because of how many times I have been to him but if I am truly in pain I am going to the doctor. Why suffer needlessly when you don't have to. Being sick and in pain is no fun and having no energy sucks. I would give almost anything to have energy again. I know that I need to start working out but the holidays is a bad time to start such a venture.

Good News

I had to have a M.R.I the other day to rule out the possibility of have Multiple Sclerosis and the results came back as great and I don't have that awful disease on top of all my other problems. I am still in pain daily and tired oh so much. I am thinking I will have to start a new workout routine to at least try to make me feel better about myself and at least give myself a chance of healing some of my health issues. I just want to say out there to all my fellow sufferers keep  your head up and don't give up on life or yourself.

There maybe a million people that don't understand how you feel everyday but just know that I do and I know that it is hard day to day  but you can make it through. Talking with your doctor about a diet and exercise program is a great place to start to make yourself feel at least a little better.

The Silent Suffering of a Unhealthy Person

If you are like the many of people in the world out there that suffer from a illness that you can't explain or an illness that you have been diagnosed with but no one can understand how you feel except for the people out there with the same problem or problems.

 I am a woman of 30 who has been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, Endometriosis, Migraines, Depression, Ovarian Cysts, and Osteoarthritis of my knees. So it is just a little bit of a understatement when I say that I am in pain all day if it be unbearable or bearable it just depends on the day.

  There is no one that I can talk to that can understand how I feel on a daily basis. I feel all alone even when I know that I am not and that just affects my depression even more. I wish everyday that my Husband could understand that I am not tired because I am lazy but because of my body telling me it hurts and it is tired.

I would give anything to have the energy back that I used to have but I don't think that will ever be truly possible. I know that I am overweight I have been for a long time now and I really want to work out more but there are days I am so tired. I wish there was a way to take all my pain away and I wish that I didn't have to live with hearing I am lazy or the dreadful sigh of oh god what's wrong with you now.

 I feel worthless all the time and I don't feel good a lot of the time but I am a Mom and I have to be able to take care of everything they need because there is no one else but me to do it. If I do ask for any help I get a sigh and some kind of comment. I don't know if everyone else feels like crawling under a rock or wishing you could disappear but I know there are days when I do.

So to all of you that are suffering in silence because you don't want to hear oh what now. I try to keep my pain to myself the best that I can but I know I do complain because I might just like a little compassion or some sympathy for the pain I am in and maybe deep down I am hoping that someone would offer to take care of something for me so I could try to feel better instead of  being expected to do everything when I am feeling extra cruddy that day.

For those of you who don't know this is extra hard on someone who used to be healthy most of their life and then one day it all kinds of  falls apart. I don't want to go to the doctor all the time and I want to be healthy.

  So to all of you people out there who suffer day in and day out from some kind of illness my hat is off to you and I hope that someday that all of our illnesses can be cured.